Is The Government Making People ret*d?

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Hi all,

This s**t is seriously happening to me and I can't discern if it's demonic, that is something inside my body (entity attachment) through my sinning. Or the government.. All I do is smoke cigarettes and drink three beers every night (hardly bad), I do look at pornography, sites like xHamster and xHamsterlive (hardly bad). I do have psychosis and I'm sure I have a little bit of paranoid schizophrenia.

When I get to say higher levels of cognition, say when I play the acoustic guitar which is said to be good for acuity of mind? I will get a siren noise. If I'm doing gardening work I get a siren noise, if I do something new on my computer that gives me joy, guess what I get a siren noise. I live in a location where there normally at the back of the house where I can't see them. There is a doctors in Warren Way and a small police depot on the Ridgeway and of course Nufffield Hospital, I live in Brighton England in an estate called Woodingdean.
I'm not the most mature person for my age but could I be involved in some government targeted individual program, to try and drive me to commit suicide. I did mention demons but I believe in reincarnation. Are they trying to instill fear in me and prevent me from working so some terrible affliction happens, so I die and get reincarnated into a disabled person. Like a person thrashing around in a wheelchair. Or is it my psychosis. I also have mild AS which isn't good in combination with psychosis, and my doctor said autistic persons rarely get psychosis, she specializes in autism & psychosis.

If I have an entity attachment/demon should I see a priest? lol
I'm a relatively good person from what others have said although I have made mistakes so don't really feel that way. Not the sharpest tool in the box either.

Thank you for the read.

yes.

i mean no disrespect, but i don't follow anything you just said at all. there's no such thing as the government targetting individuals in the manner you described, and no such thing as demons, either. i'm no doctor either, but i do suggest you get help, that kind of paranoia needs attention :/

What you're saying about demons and the government, it could be true, it's unlikely of course, but anything is possible lol. The world is a weird place.

However I can tell you something I do know. Both alcohol and cigarettes sold in the UK are rubbish for your health.

I buy nicotine e-liquids for e-cigs and take a drop or two under my tongue instead of smoking. Cigs have tar in them and dozens of nasty ingredients added to make them more addictive. There's probably some kind of deal going on as well between cigarette corporations and private health companies. By making cigs so toxic they're helping plenty of people to get ill which will also make those health companies rich. So there are no doubt a few backhanders going on.

The trouble with alcohol is in the UK (and most countries probably) there's no legal requirement to list the ingredients. We already know food is a minefield, what can be found in that. Alcohol can be even worse. They can stuff a drink full of sugar, put in genetically modified preservatives, all sorts. So you're playing roulette with your health having a few beers every day.

Ouch.... you are taking big risks by combining alcohol with medications for psychosis (assuming that you are).

Alcohol is a neurotoxin and for brain cells, there is no true "safe" level of alcohol; combining it with anti-psychotic drugs means you will behave with less self control than usual, and if this comes to the attention of your doctors, the dosage of your medication will be increased, which may cause even more side effects for you, then if you still continue to mix the medication with alcohol, you risk being sectioned as a danger to yourself and others.

If you reach that point, it won't be a result of any government conspiracy to get you; it will be a result of your choice to ingest alcohol with powerful anti-psychotic drugs.

Your overall health really matters and has a huge influence on your state of psychosis. What affects the body affects the mind, and vice versa. Could you set a goal to ease back on the alcohol from now on and if possible give it up altogether?

Thanks for the replies. Alot of it points to abstinence which I'll most likely do. I've heard stories on the net that alcohol not only makes you depressed but increases psychotic symptoms, but with only three cans of lager? I'm not really drunk when I whoosh them down afterwards.

Don't think I'll get sectioned, might if I start talking about demons in public. It's probably a stupid thing to believe in, given we are in the age of computerization and rocket technology, should I also discount aliens and afterlifes and santa clauses too? I sometimes get energy from my beliefs.

Regarding the sirens I walked past two ambulances the other day and saw no tech inside to read my mind or actions, seems too real but the mind/brain is a powerful thing.